what is a blog?

The first blog I have read in my entire life is a friend's blog. Living overseas, she once in her letter gave me her blog url so that I could keep track of her daily lives, life events etc.
Back then, I knew very little about this blog thingy. Very berry little in fact
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I never know that the term 'blog' is derived from the term 'weblog' wtf

Yea, so everytime I got to online I would certainly type 'www.sherlenetsy.blogspot.com' in my browser column to view her blog=) Since, at that time I did not have any friendster or facebook acc. NOt keen, in fact do not really know about all those networking sites. In fact I never heard of FACEBOOK back then.so pathetic I know-.- and now I am officially a FB freak wtf

Only until early 2007, in specific the moments after I got myself merdeka-ed from this stupid scary terrible horrible vegetable SPM , I registered myself a friendster acc and a BLOG! lol was so excited and a friend of mine, Harry indeed,helped me a lot in setting up the blog which is the one I owned up til today=) Thanks Harry! *bow few times* hahaha

My initial purpose of having this blog is none other than keeping it as an 'online diary'. Then I slowly came to realise the broad meaning of this entire 'blogging' stuff
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Oh well....even back then, there are these famous 'figures' aka famous bloggers in the online world....To name a few, Kenny Sia(omg who doesnt know him?????), CheeserLand, SixthSeal etc etc Hmmm then only I started to learn, so blog is not limited to having your friends to read it but in fact it is kinda open to the whole world.How silly and slow learner I was -I know,WTF

I was once a girl who expressed all her feelings or thoughts in her weblog but slowly evolved into someone who cares if her words might offend anyone, ended up being extra careful each and everytime she updates a new post. Hell, I really hate this stupid change in me as I wish that I could blog freely without giving a damn. But so sorry to say, in today's context and now since I understand more about this blog thingy, I know that it has high level of transparency hence I cannot write anyhow I like!
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Well if I do make you any blur-er now..U can just browse through my old posts and you WILL realise the stupid change in me-.- From writing stupid,happy, sad, angry, random happenings in my daily life to writing stupid emo stuff and now to update occasionally about 'big' 'important' life events
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Well what is the point I m making here now?? I felt happier lasttime with my freestyle in maintaining my blog, and hate myself for the faker side of me while updating this blog.So the very berry important question(s) that I wish to 'dedicate' to all of you now is:

"Should I keep my blog private?"

"NO? Why should I keep it open/public?"

"If you say-aiyah just maintain as it is lah" then
"how can I untie this stupid knot(change) in me????"

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fuck.
i
hate
these
changes
in
me
So
someone
drag
me
out
of
here!wtf