Monday, 23 June 2008

i.a.m.s.t.i.l.l.h.e.r.e

I'm the worst,horrible,terrible,most stupid SOTONG who has just missed my flight to kl today because I FORGOT TO BRING MY I.C WITH ME!!!!!
*bang my head on the wall as hard as i could,faints*

Sunday, 15 June 2008

why

Le Le is tremendously happy todAy.
He's got my bro,his dad to celebrate this special day.
I ve been unexceptionally unhappy for these years' today.
Dad,happy Father's day.
happy?

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

-.-

Law paper 1->tmr
and i got SICK now??????????????????????

Sunday, 8 June 2008

Friday, 6 June 2008

Add oil Add oil !![but NOT the price please-.-!]

before recent increment in oil price.....
driving*
to segi:80-85 km/hr
jln stephen yong/mjc road:at nite-110km/hr
day tym-90-100km/hr
jln stampin/to airport:120-125m/hr

after increment increment in oil price......
to segi:20-30km/hr
jln stephen yong/mjc road:nite-75km/hr
day-50km/hr
jln stampin/to airport:80km/hr-.-! *drops jaw*

LOL with the speed now even APEK who is jogging one also can overtake me man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!what the freaking increment in the price of oil???????

before horrifying increment in rice price....
lunch and dinner*
me:mum i cannot eat liao.....
mao mao:k lah..nevermind my sweetheart,just eat the vege and finish ur soup...
me:yeahhpie!

after the horrifying increment in rice price...
me:mum.....
mao mao:EAT UNTIL FINISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i tell you what...initially the normal market price is 36 ringgit per kilogramme,then increased til 45..2 days ago,it is 55 ringgit!!!!i'm buying better graded,higher quality fragrance rice and now you are trying to tell me you don wanna eat????????????????how dare you?
me:......................
mao mao:dont let me see 1 rice left on ur plate
me:-.-!! *half neh?*
disclaimer:I'm NOT racist and i will not be one.But you-know-who you-are are trying to make us,as a multi-racial country all in mess..i have a lot of malay frens one you know????!!!!!not to mention all their names here.MY SAYANG,VEE is the best example!So,pls make this clear.this post is not aimed towards non-chinese but towards you-the blood-sucker*
LOL what the....???????????????????hey i know...lot of us chinese make the majoring proportion in acquiring higher education and in areas which r more pro and 'ummph' such as medicine,engineering,accounting and law studies *COUGH* but are you trying to force us into FARMER-ING like those ppl of ur kind,as it seems this area is them most profit -making one now????????????????????????i know i know..no offence!i dont look down on farmers,but i look down n VAMPIRES like you,yesh you,you-know-who-you-are!!!!
*i'm freakingly angry now because i can no longer keep fit by not having my plate of rice finished!!!my mum ll kill me due to depression suffered from the price increment both in oil and rice-.-

lol diao-it!(i know me rude!)bopian...tak apa tak apa....i'm not the one who's gonna pay for the car petrol ma,i know...BUT wui...YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE,listen here...my parent and parents of my frens pay tax one u know!dah lah wat we earn u impose tax,we study hard hard but cannot get scholarship as we all know there are diff marking scheme for diff group of PEOPLE.....,so our parents need to korek out their money,YESH ITS THEIR MONEY not urs to send us to private college,uni....and now u trying to cekik us to death???man....NO AIR NO AIR
ahem listen ah pls.....when i got my BUTT settled in QUT and get a steady job there,i'm not coming back here to 'pay ur good deed'....i'll bring my mama and sis over brisbane so that at there their BUTTs can rest peacefully !!!When that day arrives,TAMBAH HARGA SAJALAH,i give no damn.NEGARA INFLATION,not bad what ..translated to eng,our BOLEH BOLEH country's name...



Thursday, 5 June 2008

stop emo-ing eve[i didnt-.-]

50 cool facts
1)我以為小鳥飛不過滄海,是以為小鳥沒有飛過滄海的勇氣,十年以後我才發現,不是小鳥飛不過去,而是滄海的那一頭,早已沒有了等待……
2.你走的那天,我決定不掉淚,迎著風撐著眼簾用力不眨眼……
3.多謝你的絕情,讓我學會死心……
4.帶著一根煙.浪跡天涯……
5.木頭對火說:「抱我」! 火擁抱了木頭`木頭微笑著化為灰燼! 火哭了!淚水熄滅了自己……當木頭愛上烈火注定會被燒傷……
6.當眼淚流下來,才知道,分開也是另一種明白。7.我真的愛你,閉上眼,以為我能忘記,但流下的眼淚,卻沒有騙到自己……
8.回家的路上我哭了,眼淚再一次崩潰孓.無能為力這樣走著,再也不敢驕傲奢求了。我還能夠說些什麼,我還能夠做些什麼?我好希望你會聽見, 因為愛你我讓你走了……
9.不要輕易說愛,許下的承諾就是欠下的債!
10.是我的終究是我的`我終歸是你的一個過客 `你始終不愛我`注定我和你就是什麼都不會發生` 注定`注定只是注定`不管我怎麼跨越 不管我怎麼想靠近你 `你還是會離開我的`我好想你`好想好想你`好想好想見你
11. 臉上的快樂,別人看得到。心裡的痛又有誰能感覺到.
12.分手後不可以做朋友,因為彼此傷害過.不可以做敵人.因為彼此深愛過,所以我們變成了最熟悉的陌生人.
13.有的人與人之間的相遇就像是流星,瞬間迸發出令人羨慕的火花,卻注定只是匆匆而過.
14. 時間會慢慢沉澱,有些人會在你心底慢慢模糊。學會放手,你的幸福需要自己的成全。
15.我能感覺到你的心痛,你有你說不出的無奈...但是你做出一副無所謂的樣子,你越是這樣我就越難受`
16. 有些的時候,正是為了愛才悄悄躲開.躲開的是身影,躲不開的卻是那份默默的情懷。
17. 愛到分才顯珍貴,很多人都不懂珍惜擁有.只到失去才看到,其實那最熟悉的才是最珍貴的.
18.有時,愛也是種傷害.殘忍的人,選擇傷害別人,善良的人,選擇傷害自己.
19.你走了,帶著我全部的愛走了,只是一句分手.我忍著眼淚看著你的背影,好想最後在抱你一次,好想在對你說一次「我愛你」
20. 淋過雨的空氣, 疲倦了的傷心,我記憶裡的童話已經慢慢的融化.
21.既然愛,為什麼不說出口,有些東西失去了,就在也回不來了!
22. 相愛是種感覺,當這種感覺已經不在時,我卻還在勉強自己,這叫責任!分手是種勇氣!當這種勇氣已經不在時,我卻還在鼓勵自己,這叫悲壯!
-23. 人生不止,寂寞不已。寂寞人生愛無休,寂寞是愛永遠的主題.我和我的影子獨處.它說它有悄悄話想跟我說.它說它很想念你^ 原來`我和我的影子`都在想你`
24.在完美的彼岸剛剛上演了一場悲劇,所有的血與淚在枯萎的荊棘蘊育出一個花蕾,它將經歷輪迴的七場雷雨,然後綻放在潮濕的空氣中……
25.魚上鉤了,那是因為魚愛上了漁夫,它願用生命來博漁夫一笑……
26.喜歡在你身上留下屬於我的印記,卻不曾記起你從未屬於過我……
27.如果有一天,不再喜歡你了,我的生活會不會又像從前那樣墮落,頹廢…我不想再要那樣的生活,所以,在我還沒有放棄你之前,請你,至少要喜歡上我……
28.其實我一直在你身邊守候,等你靠在我肩上訴說,會不會有那麼一天,你的溫柔都屬於我,我不會再讓你難過,讓你的淚再流!
29.你當我是個風箏,要不把我放了,要不然收好帶回家,別用一條看不見的情思拴著我,讓我心傷.
30.窗外下著雪,泡一杯咖啡,握到它涼了,才知道又想起了你。我的期待你如何才能明白!
31.第一次哭是因為你不在,第一次笑是因為遇到你,第一次笑著流淚是因為不能擁有你!
32.歲月就像一條河,左岸是無法忘卻的回憶,右岸是值得把握的青春年華,中間飛快流淌的,是年輕隱隱的傷感。世間有許多美好的東西,但真正屬於自己的卻並不多。
33.我們的生活有太多無奈,我們無法改變,也無力去改變,更糟的是,我們失去了改變的想法……
34.看庭前花開花落,榮辱不驚,望天上雲卷雲舒,去留無意。 在這個紛繞的世俗世界裡,能夠學會用一顆平常的心去對待周圍的一切,也是一種境界。
35.人生最遺憾的,莫過於,輕易地放棄了不該放棄的,固執地,堅持了不該堅持的……
36.簡單安靜的生活其實不幸福` 所以我只擁抱剎那`綿延持久的感覺根本不快樂 `所以我只信仰瞬間 ``
37.有些失去是注定的,有些緣分是永遠不會有結果的.愛一個人不一定會擁有,擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛她……
38.心已死,淚也干,不堪回首魂亦牽.夢驚醒,不了情,往事如煙揮不去.亦虛亦實,亦愛亦恨,葉落無聲花自殘.只道是,尋尋覓覓,冷冷清清,淒淒慘慘戚戚;卻無奈,天長地久有時盡,此恨綿綿無絕期.
39.世界上沒有任何東西可以永恆。如果它流動,它就流走;如果它存著,它就乾涸;如果它生長,它就慢慢凋零。
40.一個做女人的痛苦:當她和她所愛的男人有了肉體關係以後,她就很自然地把這種關係視為一種永遠,但男人卻可以不同,他們可能只會覺得那是生存方式的又一種演繹。正如書上說的:男女之間,在沒有婚姻的承諾前,還是保持簡單的關係為好,否則,真的沒有歲月可以回頭.
41.如果,不幸福,如果,不快樂,那就放手吧;如果,捨不得、放不下,那就痛苦吧。
42.人生短短幾十年,不要給自己留下了什麼遺憾,想笑就笑,想哭就哭,該愛的時候就去愛,無謂壓抑自己。人生的苦悶有二,一是慾望沒有被滿足,二是它得到了滿足。
43.所謂花心,就是有了愛情和麵包,還想吃蛋糕的心情;所謂外遇,就是潛出圍城,跌入陷阱;所謂浪漫,就是幫老婆買包心菜時,還會順手帶回一支玫瑰花;所謂廚房,就是結婚時紅地毯通向的正前方……
44.不敢說出口,因為我膽小,因為如果你拒絕,我以後就不能夠再見到你了,寧願默默的愛著你,不能讓你知道,直到,直到你投進別人的環抱!
45.一個人想事好想找個人來陪。一個人失去了自己。不知還有沒有要在追的可望。
46.這個世界就這麼不完美。你想得到些什麼就不得不失去些什麼。
47.戀愛,在感情上,當你想征服對方的時候,實際上已經在一定程度上被對方征服了。首先是對方對你的吸引,然後才是你征服對方的慾望。
48.我放下了尊嚴,放下了個性,放下了固執,都只是因為放不下你。
49.如果愛上,就不要輕易放過機會。莽撞,可能使你後悔一陣子;怯懦,卻可能使你後悔一輩子。
50.沒有經歷過愛情的人生是不完整的,沒有經歷過痛苦的愛情是不深刻的。愛情使人生豐富,痛苦使愛情昇華


*terima kasut nic for giving me the link*

Tuesday, 3 June 2008

m.o.r.e t.h.a.n f.r.ie.n.d.s?

在你心中有这样的一个人吗? . 你们可能相爱过,你们也可能喜欢着彼此, 但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起? 也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。 也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。   也许为了出国深造,他没有要你等他。 也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。 也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一个人。 也许你回头太迟,对方已不再等待。 也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨 出界线。 . 不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友 的关系。但是你们心底清楚,对这个人,你比 朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺 的牵着手逛街,你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋 友。他有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮他追,心里 却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。 . 他遇到困难时,你会尽你所能的帮他,不会计 较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了,你会安抚他 们说你和他只是朋友,但你心中会有那么一丝 的不确定。每个人这辈子,心中都有过这幺一 个特别的朋友,很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘 心只做朋友的,但久了,突然发现这样最好。 你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有 天会分手。 你宁愿做他的朋友,彼此不会吃醋,才可以真 的无所不谈。 特别是这样,你还是知道,他永远会关心你 的。做不成男女朋友,当他那个特别的朋友, 有什么不好呢?你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢? 很多的感情,都因为一厢情愿,最后连朋友都 当不成了,常常觉得惋惜,可惜一些本来很好 的友情,最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你,如果 你没有反应,这一段友情似乎也难以维持下 去,这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。 因为这就像是一场赌注,表白了之后不是成了 男女朋友,要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事 不是你能预料的,或许对方不在意,你们还可 以是朋友,但却已经不如从前的好。也是可 惜,也是遗憾!但还有没有可能是另一种情 况,你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .

Monday, 2 June 2008

[48] hrs [c]ountdown [b]efore [e]xam

HER NAME IS ANGEL
3rd Aunt,mum’s side…came the other day from miri with her daughter and grandchild.Her name is Angel,and she is CUTE,ADORABLE,FUNNY,LOVABLE,SWEET,PRETTY,PHAT,WITH PINK CHEEKS and most of all she SMILES whenever I call upon her name.EEW miss her la!

PLAYBOY-HUA HUA GONG ZI
Starbuck’s,one night with ‘hua hua gong zhi’=p GIFT-TO-BE?
fen hong zhu=p its in PINK!!





PANDA-PANDA

wow o wow o KUNGFU FIGHTING~~
hehe kungfu panda,the next animation movie that I’ve been anticipating for so long is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but it ll be launched on 6th of June,that is on the day which I ll be having 2 papers,mah finals!!!!Don k don k!!!!i want watch!on tat day!no matter wat!!!!!!!!movie,anyone?


20TH BDAY

Horng celebrated his 08' birthday at pizza hut.He treated us the bday meal=) thanks yea bday boy!Lao luu...don always bully my Yen liao k?cherish her.




STRAWBERRY-VANILLA
Once when I went to Sunny Hill to tabao…yo….i used to and will always devoted to my VANILLA flavour nia.But this particular day I ve no other choice but to ve mix flavour…luckily its mixed with smt PINK,otherwise merajuk kamek kelak=p ITS NAME IS GIRLY





this is so funny man=.=!







model:melissa's doggie *photographer,editor:evon




NEW STAR?-.-

Director Lee An(of the movie Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon),if you are reading this post,I know u’d love to employ me for ur next movie.hiakss=.=


KUMAKUMA

How I wished to ve one big big der PINK kuma kuma..hmmmm



EPAL BESAR

BIG APPLE donuts,fresh and still hot.MUAHH *heart you* you really sent it to my house door gok^^ reminds me of ivy’s bday cake which we ve prepared surprisingly for her^^



MY AUNT CALLS HIM LOK LOK

I miss Le Le aka Renfred aka my cute *cough* baby nephew so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!He is still in Jb with his mum.But I m missing him like nuts, like none other!!!!!!!!Haihs I ve got to get me thru the day r these videos n pics=(











video


NEW HAIR STYLE-TO-BE?

yo…and this is the next hair style I want!!!nice ma?* SORI FOR USING UR PHOTO YEA GAL!* FAT YELLOWMAN
By force,prepaid digi->postpaid digi….-.- luckily it wasn’t tat bored at digi centre as there are two PCs provided with internet,just enough for me and von.i know we seemed as sakaian(s)…BUT look….ish the ridiculous thing…the security guard also can play bah,why cant we??-.-!!!! to those who r interested to work as guard there,contact digi at -01622118000 lol




SHORT HAIR


conclusion:so this is her fav look--> -.-

SUPERMAN'S VIEW
One midnite,when I couldn’t fall asleep back…I looked at and eventually capture this big teddy of my sis’…I think he looked creepy tat tym.Meremang bulu roma I-.-!
Just like one of the comment SUPERMAN left in my previous post.Can he move around?or dance in d middle of the nite?eew








GREEN SOUP

One night…when Von n I were having dinner….

Me:Von,know what am I thinking?
Von:What?
Me:Imagine la…this bowl of soup…
Von:Ya.why?
I:After having em digested,assimilated,they come out as my pee and pooh.So my pee will be the exact colour as the soup and my pooh….just like the vege initially
Von: *gimme this kind of look -.-!*

BABY LOVE
I cant sleep without hugging my baby.BUT he hasn’t take bath ever since I got him!!!so how?this is the only solution,stuff him inside my extra pillow case…hihihihi baby,pls don’t sue me for ‘puppy’ abuse k?


HOME-MY LOOK

yo…this is exactly how I look at times I’m not outta the house…….funny hair looked=funny face looked
and this is how she looks at home.lol don ever let her see this or i ll be murdered instantaneously =x
SUNNY HILL


While people are busy-ing going to dayak friends house for gawai visiting,von and I decided to visit our gawai and always-to-be sweetheart friend,SUnnY HiLL’s iCe Cre@m!! It was so unfortunate for both of us as it is closed for 2nd day of gawai holiday=( so sad.So we headed to our concubine,which is MCd.Hihih…..

CAUGHT eating ice cream and drive.HEY so what,I’m not drunk-.-
buka saman la!hahaha *issue summon in bm*






BLACK AND PINK

If you reckon this isn’t cool,then how you define cool.tell me=p

CACTUS BABIES VE GROWN UP



Sorry know exam is in no time arriving..but this tremendously long post is dedicated especially to my dad.We have not been contacting each other since bout 3 yrs back.I dont even know where he is and what is he doing.I wish i can.I miss you,dad and i want you to know I'm okay.Hope this long post will be of some use!I ll never forget you.Never.