Monday, 31 January 2011

My Bad Habits

it is 7.23am now.Set my alarm to wake up 12pm cos I'm going to eat the Lamb rice with Timothy after his seminar. Have been bugging him and Aizat about craving for the Lamb at this Culture or Cultural Cafe. The one I took when I went there previously(also my first time there) looks like Sardin but it tasted quite nice too. It was on Friday.Everyday it is made differently in the style of cooking. So there is this one Monday, Timothy and Aizat went without me.Hmph =/ and they claimed it to be delicious. Grr. nevermind.tomorrow I'll get to taste it already.

So, back to the topic. My bad habit TOP 1. staying up late. My hand will go scrolling with my eyes glued onto my laptop monitor whole night long, until I actually feel the extreme tiredness in my eyes then when I look at the time it ll be 6am 7am and then the sky is going to be bright already. And then I will sleep like pig and miss my classes(and then receive love letters from Uni). Then I will wake up at 2pm or 4pm. Today, 7pm. Cool right? Because I went to Manchester and by the time we came back it is late at night and again my eyes glued on the monitor, instead of going to bed which I was supposed to. Off topic a bit, I love to sleep naked, sleep naked is good but someone says it's not, saying the bed bugs ll bite me but I dont care I love to sleep naked=.=

Second habit I hate myself having it laziness. I want to do my laundry. I have to do laundry. But then I ll wait wait and wait. Procrastinate, procrastinate and procrastinate. Until my socks and underwears all worn, no any left for me to wear already then only I ll really wash them. I want my clothes to smell good everyday I tell myself I want to do laundry but..haih...I want to wash my bedsheet, pillow case too. I want them to be clean smell good. But when la. See, weekends gone already. hmph

Habit number 3. Want gam fei. Gam fei half day then when I feel hungry I feel like a monster I keep imagining food..think mcdee think mango think crabs think porkleg rice think chicken. Hmmm then when try out clothes feel self very ugly then very motivated wanna gam fei..then when feel hungry all the plans drowned in the drain already

When I eat sweets I ll surely cannot tahan and chew them. Bad.

I miss my mum but I'm always lazy or forget to call her. See I even get this free 10 pounds phone credit to make international calls on weekends but I never make good use of it. Luckily my mum never forget to call me else we will never talk with one another again=.=

Another bad bad habit. i hate being angry at someone for no good reasons. Hmmm then i'll indulge in this hatred feelings and get more and more angry then only to realise it is dumb and stupid when i'm no longer angry but dont know how to talk to that person I was angry at again.

Ok.last one. Lazy to update blog but very hardworking to read other people's blog. I should stop being so interested in other people's life and start making my life more interesting.and no more(or less) short, emo blog posts.

Lamb lamb lamb

Sunday, 30 January 2011

This is ridiculous. Why are you angry ? What rights do you have to be angry? What are you angry at? What do you want from him? What else you want to know? And why do you fail each time you want to be angry and start missing him?

Saturday, 29 January 2011

Friday, 28 January 2011

o.O huh?says you.

Do you know what is this? where can dong know? hmm It is the best Pizza Legend ala Bangla in the world =_=! Made by me. hah

Almost burnt the whole kitchen!! >=_=! totally forgot about it and when I remembered the whole kitchen full of white smoke edy. Luckily the fire alarm did not ring.else the whole lovaine people gonna scold me! Cos here we have to go down and gather outside shivering for very least 15 minutes- half an hour ...zzz

Because you loved me ♥

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful, baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through, through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand, I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love, I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Thursday, 27 January 2011


I miss the bubbly Evelyn Tan.
Where has she gone?

I ve decided to join the uni's trip to Manchester! Gonna spend again T_T but nvm... so 'nan de' come UK wor, must travel gao gao ya.
Today I spend quite a lot on hairbands. Bought all of them at a shop called Accessorize. hahah! When I go back, I can give them to my sis, she will surely like it! Just now I watched Green Hornet on pps. People have been commenting on Jay Chou's English but I seriously think his English is not bad already, he had certainly done his best.

dududu.cny is coming soon~~~ Nothing this year that I can look forward to , except wearing my new cheongsam ^^ huhu... fatness please go away from my thigh, leg, and waist...face can babyfat I dont mind.

Lol too bored already, and I think Im gonna skip my class at 9am later as it is 3.45 am already now and I still pia PPS...and I slept for hrs just now=_="

Wednesday, 26 January 2011

It is not that I am emo but here the feeling comes again. Can we end this? Please.
Mum just called and as usual she would ask what am I doing, I will tell her I'm in my room then she will be asking, where is Timothy, why I 'm not with him..blablabla.. =_=" then the next important question is "You eat already???" Give her any answer like, yes I drink milk liao..or yes I had mushroom soup or I had grilled chicken wings , she will BOMB and say No eat rice??Where can no eat rice???=_________________= Ma, no eat rice wont die de...aiyo =_="

Then she will be scolding me...ask you send account number to me until now you never send! "okok mum...I will send right after this" then after hang off the phone I ll forget to send.

Studying overseas is never cheap and more expensive than you ve expected. Even before coming here, I have sort of giving up cos I know my family financial condition. It is not like I come from a wealthy family and I .. I am not a princess. And I come here to get my degree and thereafter find a job so that I can take care of my family...

Well, mum is very concerned if I never eat enough or I starve myself in order to save money..She 's really cute...I wont do that la..But I am really on a tight budget...a very tight one... She always want to find way to send money to me but.. well.. I don 't know.. If got money, I rather she keep it for her and my sis' use in Kuching...

Ahaha speaking of my stupid sis, she is now working at my sis in law's newly opened shop in One Jaya, selling baby clothes. And there are kids calling her "aunty" , she is very pissed off, haha I can imagine...hmm this sis , I really miss her so much, although we don 't appear to be very loving to one another...but she is the closest and the person who knows me well , more than anyone else, ya including my mum...

dadada.... I dreamed about my dad...and I really miss him..time flies..but can you don 't fly...I don 't want my mum, my dad to grow old that fast........

Monday, 24 January 2011

The time has been flying like shit I dunno why it flies so fast huh. In a blink of eye it is now February (soon). Omgee another two months then I ll have to start preparing for my exam and after exam, comes graduation and when visa expires it is also time for me to go back to Kuching. Talking about visa, I don 't know why I get longer time allowance to be in UK than the rest of my friends. It is weird, most of them have their visa valid until august only and mine expires only in Jan/ Feb next year. Weird, isn 't it?

Argh this year is my first year not celebrating CNY together with my family. I want to be in the feel , how? I want to buy and wear new clothes, I want to eat a lot of nice food, I want to go visiting and get ang paos I want to eat bagua I want to eat Kuaci I want to eat dafa xue yu xiang si.

Hmm most importantly I want to be at home. Fine I do sound like a spoilt brat now. Im just back here and I miss being at home in Kuching again. When I was in Kuching I miss it here. Perhaps things change already.

Well, I don 't know. Sometimes, I really hope time don 't just pass like that. I ve been missing out so much. Not living the way I should be. Hate. Hate having the hate feeling. Hmm

Sunday, 23 January 2011

Eh you guys should reply to the poll I ve just added at the right column! Im curious! heheh

Finished doing assignments le, after staying up for so many night, I am really really tired. I slept until 7 pm just now and I still feel very tired.

hmmmmmmmmmm T_________T life.

Friday, 21 January 2011

Just The Way You Are

Ki siao a bit...paiseh =_=


I think this picture alone can show to you guys how excited I am right now to announce :

YEAH I HAVE FINALLY K-ed MY COURSEWORK LE!! both of them.stupid sentencing and civil liberties!!!

done done done

I dont care if *touchwood* I ll be found plagiarizing cos these two subjects are really really hard for me, I started my work like few days ago before duedate (later 12pm).

Now done le, uh hamik yong leh? still need to wait for the office to open and I have to submit my papers. cannot sleep >.< fml.

My best buddies



Coffee. (two cups)

They are my best friends now. to keep me awake...for the next 17 hours!!!!!!


Wednesday, 19 January 2011

wtf wtf can someone just kill me and put my body outside at the temperature of -2 c and revive me after 21st?

Tuesday, 18 January 2011


mood: not bad, not good either
health: fatness, headache,
skin: no pimples
worries: assignments, assignments and assignments
financial: not buying anything "big"

hmm~ im just bored
Perhaps I think too much, feel too much?

Sunday, 16 January 2011

F.A.M.I.L.Y = Father And Mother I Love You

Family are the only ones who will really love you for who you truly are and will never leave you, no matter what.

They are also the people whom we tend to take for granted and instead paid more of our attention to people who dont deserve more than our family.

Friday, 14 January 2011

i dont feel like updating. i feel emo i want to type so many things.but not anymore

Thursday, 13 January 2011


hmm ....

Saturday, 8 January 2011


ek...the artificial bun that actually smells and feels like a real bun

smelling like a bun


stay over at Nona's house

Sis In law and bro brought us to this new sushi place...the food is awesome..opposite TJ

Eban and dapigu KevinKiing

Oh yay i love pregnant fish but i hate my pandafied eyes

ah le staring at fishroes


before going out for hiao ma night

with hiao ma min min and hiao ma cherry

after movie and after sending the rest back---open air bak moi

otw to airport...

dahlah bigface , i have to ve the front one somemore

cant be anymore thankful and touched when u have ur bestfriends sending u off.thank u ibychiew nonakong...muak

maomao she didnt cry this time.nona did.weep

stupid sis that i ll miss so much


hao lien

secret to look tall in the next pic.chuang bang!

byebye kch

wow my hair can fly.

looking back at them

it is heavy!!

i will miss them a lot , a lot.

playing with artificial snow. I bought the DIY kit poundland for one pound only!

I am supposed to be in library now, it is my first night pia-ing for my assignments. They are dueing on 21st! argh

BUT i FELL ASLEEP. yes! Evelyn Tan, u slept from 7 something at night til 2 am! my goodness

Friday, 7 January 2011

oi! I am back in newcastle .so ya! i can continue with my new year post le!zzz line sibeh ho here.


Thursday, 6 January 2011

Year 2010 Recap

Happy New Year and welcome year 2011 again^___^ Went clubbing as usual for new year eve, countdown-ed at Paragon. They gave everyone a packet of the party stuff each.Nothing else special but the DJ and music that night were awesome.

It seemed to me that I did nothing much or big enough 2010. it seemed that I have wasted another good year.aihh but it is not good to feel that way. So open our heart and make year 2011 a good year!huehue

This gonna be a long post with compilation of photos taken during 2010, what I did, where I gone and stuff.

New Year Eve 2009 @ Check In

Chinese New Year :)

March- Mum's Birthday! Baked a cheesecake to suprise her at Rosemary's house

Also March, Evon's birthday!

After joining Sen Ming Ben Nen workshop , also Ah le's birthday ^^

*april is missing* I dont know why but i cant find any pic in april, not even camwhoring thats surprising.

May- after finishing year 2 finals..with my FAVOURITE lecturer.haha Sir Edward!


holiday jiak pa du seng and lim this photo. the background is white! Toast Bar!

Went to Sematan with friends and took this when Damud sent us to Lundu to take bus^^

Perth! Kangaroo..

At the beach.i forgot what name edy..fb got was winter and i really really liked it despite not bringign enough clothes to wear.just recycle and

Fish and Chips! the most awesome fish n chips! Fremantle

the fries in aussie is different! the potato still has its skin on!

ok fine. this is in July.when my hair looks like shit.the colour and black colour liao.woohoo: P

august =_________= popwave!

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with sis!

leaving to Newcastle for further studies. In september!
At Kuching airport with korkor,saosao ah ke ah xun n sis!

Aww I love this one! I love lele and he loves me too! hiak...

Finally arrived and settled down in Uk. It was autumn then..

the bridge that brings us to

we were so stupid we actually buy this much...then only we know buying some by some everyday is better!

this photo is to show how thinner i was when i reached UK.Now?hmmph mai kong liao

Used to be my breakfast everyday! haha now i fall in love with Kellogg's Frosties liao. bought one big box for 2 pound lastnite.....

This is taken at Durham, when I was on a uni trip there and called mum, miss her too much out of sudden.emo=.=

At a Asian Restaurant at Leeds :)

We are like a one big family here..Love them!!

At Farah's house , she invited us over for laksa during raya haji!!the laksa...omgee i cant forget the taste until now..

semangat! I love newcastle!!!




Still food...and aww I love Nando's!! I never try in malaysia cos kuching has none...


Learnt how to cook proper rice-.-


Homemade rolled sushi!! salmon!!


it is really really windy!

Aaron and Iqbal at the awesome fish and chips restaurant.claimed to be the best in town! for me Fremantle's in Perth is the number one!


love the grass and autumn leaves!

Finally!!first time after grown up. at Leeds!

Going for Northumbria Malaysian Games!

Sub player for netball team!

This is taken before I go back...It was stil snowing everyday back then...then after xmas Timaomao said it never snow anymore. but i was so lucky it is snowing yester for a while after i come back.and now it is snowing non stop!!!omgee happy happy!!!!!

In the plane heading home for winter break!!hoho


My snowman.super mini one..


hehe.overall the best part of year 2010 is to come and experience a new life in UK. I feel very ...err? i dont know how to describe, even when I went back to Kuching, the very first night I felt empty and start missing Newcastle already. It is like a home and I left a big part of myself

I wish Year 2011 is a good year , an awesome year for everyone :)
cherish your loved ones, do the right things, do not wait until you dont have the chance to do what you ought to do and what you want to do . Leave your regrets back in 2010 and create new happy endings : )

Now it is time to dress up and get my butt out of my room! i want to walk under the snow!hoho