the moment when I wanted to say NO and yes came out of my mouth

Stumbled upon this in Tumblr. Hmm.. Touching.

cotton candy

This is my current front hair length. SERIOUSLY, THERE ARE MANY TIMES I REALLY CANNOT TAHAN WANNA CUT EM' ALREADY :/ but I tell myself, no Evelyn you cannot do this , you have been wanting to have long front hair you should make it at least once init.

To be honest, I miss my old self. Motivated in doing anything. Simple things make me happy. The way I used to write in this blog can show how different I am now. The current me , I dont love to talk anymore . I dont know why. Maybe, I'll be... better in time !

Cant wait for the room to be ready ! Paint bought ! It's cotton candy PINK ! ♥

dinner i cooked tonight

first day working

coke diet coke lemonade still water sparkling water soda water foster carling stella dry wine half pint one pint two pint hmmmmmm @____@ first day working turned out not bad time passed slowly but i worked from 6-9 only though lol

bought myself these gloves as it is getting COLD

my pau face

my usual dilemma AGAIN !

to cut or not to cut? current length is not short not long ! alang alang ! very sien ! Hmmmph :/

yo

before going out. photo is blurrish. reminds me of cherry. she always love photos of hers taken blurrish lol

edited using mei tu xiu xiu. a very good app. can download it on iphone and also samsung. Definitely ll be using this alot next time. I mean next month onwards : p

And today is her birthday ! Vani aka Bunny ! Recall moments when she was still here in Newcastle. hmm.. she never fail in making us laugh... Miss her !

p/s: cant wait and a bit scared for first day working tomorrow :x i mean later.

black is the colour

going to start working on friday :x so tmr i have to wake up and go to town to find black shirt, black pants, and black shoes ~

Kuching-->Newcastle

Well, this post was saved in draft for few days already. The photo uploader is still not working until today so it's fine, I would just post the rest another day. Maybe I wont. They ll be all uploaded in Facebook though.

So, I went back to Kuching on the 10th of August, arriving on the 11th. Was supposed to go back after graduation but since I check my air ticket last minute, the ticket available was expensive and friends kept on persuading me to stay longer so ..yeah.

I was so emo upon leaving Newcastle. Okay, who don't ? Especially when you stayed for a year and then you get to experience the four different season, yes I was lucky I had autumn, winter, spring and then summer. So, the day before I left, Ling brought me to the town and went shopping. When I walked in those shops, I was so sad, thinking that I won't be able to visit the stores in Eldon Square and buy or wear those clothes anymore. I didn't sleep throughout the night before my flight , I was last minute packing like crazy, I spent hours packing and when my friends went in the room, finding me still packing pathetically on the floor, they start rolling my clothes, put em in my luggage and *tub* it's all done in less than 15 minutes. miracle, isn't it? How guys can finish a task girl needs hours in that short time...girls...

So, emo emo emo saying goodbyes and all to my friends, I went on my journey alone.

Photos that I couldnt upload are those yumcha, outing photos ..nevermind..

We spent our mooncake festival at Cherry's house playing lantern.. and we brought lele and ah xun along.

Me, trying to hang those lanterns on the tree.Oh, I miss my blonde hair. I dyed it dark brown because otherwise I cant do my I.C. Yeah =_= my mum found out that I lost my I.C after checking through my bag and stuff as she usually does..questioning me all the time why I keep on bringing my passport out ..because that is the only thing can prove my identity=_=

Us :)

Then , as usual lah ~ when we were small, we ll play with candles after the lanterns. But, only Desmond and Evon are playing outside the house because Ah Le and Ah Xun are not supposed to learn, yet.

It's a heart-shaped !

The sweet couple..

Okay, now someone tells me why this photo becomes like this :/

Man, looking at this photo makes me hungry ! This is the famous AFC (Angie Fried Chicken) , my mum's na-shou-cai.

We were having potluck at Laura's house. Evon with the fruit salad and Auntie unwrapping the Kueh Tiaw as Bingbing just looking on.. hmmm lazy girl ! haha

Everyone - Ah boy, Cherry, Kevin Liew, Auntie Uncle, Ah beng, Desmond, Evon , Bing Bing .

Uncle and Auntie - very happy. But, of course each time we go to their house, I can tell they miss Nona a lot. Especially, when we talk about going overseas stuff, then or whatsapping and bbm-ing nona. Hmm

Family dinner.

Salted egg crabs. Not nice, unlike the one by Ling Loong at Topspot Seafood but these crabs had so much roes in em ! my goodness. I ate until gelik. Dinner was at Country Court, 3rd mile.

Da Q and Ah xun. I just find this photo very..heartwarming.

Then, we went to watch Mr. Bean ! Johnny English reborn but we had to wait more than an hour in the Spring before the movie starts.

This is Desmond and Ebon waiting outside MBO.

Bingbing was so blur that she tells me the next day, she was wondering why we ngeh ngeh wanted to watch mr bean on that night, forgetting that it is the last night we can watch movie together because I was leaving. Hmmph how bosim. She didn't go with us.

Well, after sorting out financially that I cannot do my master yet, and I don't want to do my CLP in KL, I was thinking of a way to return to Newcastle. So eventually, I made up my mind and decided to return to Newcastle and apply for PSW afterwards.

Me, my backpack and Timaomao, who went straight after work cos my flight was at 8 pm.

I dont know why but each time before I leave, mum would want to have dinner together at KFC. It has been a norm or something =_= I was laughing and wondering..this bunch of people concerns more about the food over me. Hmmmph

Just before I went in the departure gate. Aizat helped to take this photo , it is so funny how he had to wait for me cos I hugged each of them in this photo one by one so you can imagine how long it took lol. Ya, I flew back together with Aizat this round, at least I'm not flying alone.Purposely booked the same flight as his.

Now, I'm living in Gateshead and following photos are the views I get to see everyday. It is across the bridge of Newcastle and we can have the city view, so nice especially at night.

Pardon the blurrish photo of this one. And hmm I'm still very lazy to learn more about photography and also how to fully utilize my dslr.

Til then, current status is graduated, unemployed, waiting for the time to apply psw, finding a stable job, keep on falling sick. Yes, sick. Was having fever. And now. Terrible cough.

Hope the photo uploader is working fine soon and that I will have the mood to update this blog more often. It has been sooooooooo dead. Well, take care and tata!

im so cold.

im so cold.

im so cold.

im so cold.

im so cold.

its so freaking cold out there.

and did i hear that it is supposed to snow today?

hmm

i dont know.

IM SO COLD.

emptiness.

i dont know.

i feel like a fool.