The snow that I missed

Its actually snowing in Newcastle right now !!how jealous am I !!!well right now I really don't know if I've made the right choice coming back !going to Singapore ?I'm not sure if that's the right choice either ??hmm when can everything be smooth and meaningful again ?:( I want to be able to be myself again. The spontaneous happy carefree self.Btw I cut my front hair short Liao uh Nyah si beh tahan