It has been a while

• April 2012. Time flies. One goes through many stages in his or her life. Same goes to me as well. There is no bed of roses, no smooth sailing ship .err or life. whatever. Oh well... Owing to all those difficulties, problems, I am what I am today. Of course, those moments were not easy, in fact some are really painful and destructing but hey, they turned me into a stronger me and I am not bullshitting. At least not now, haha.

• What I have learned after all the ups and downs in recent years..

• Family. The importance of family. Their presence, their sincere and unconditional love expressions. Their concern. Their 'true-ness' . Yeah, even their scoldings. Friends might be good, nice to you all the time just for the sake of making you feel good when you re with em. But hey think about it all over again, will those friends be with you at your worst, do they care about you sincerely? Do they give honest comments and correct you accordingly? Do they teach you about life?
• Friendship. Of course, there are exceptions. And these, are whom I differentiate from fakers. Friends whom you thought are friends? Friends who hurt you, talking about all those bad stuff about you? I dont mind actually, just one gets hurt only by words said or wrongful conducts done by people he or she cares. If I never take you as my friend, someone I do care about, you are no near anywhere to be able to hurt me. Cheers. -_-

I am taught by my experiences... That there are certain people whom we need to communicate with daily or occasionally yet at the same time we dont have to give much damn about em. Err I might cause misunderstandings on this. I mean, for eg I used to be like.. " I dont find you suitable to be my friend cos you have bad attitude I dont talk to you I mix only with my own friends and whom I find ngam key and true" But nowadays, especially after getting myself more involved in real life society, I realized life cannot be that.. hmm simple and free from fake people. Zzz Eh btw I wanna take this opportunity to thank all the ngapat friends I have and I am truly thankful for me myself being ngapat thus meeting all of u. z

• Relationships. Enough with all the bad guys fever and mistakes. Of all the ex-es I had, they share common characteristics. And I never learn from my own past mistakes. Z . Even after my sister in law, once evaluated my problem in handling and also choosing 'the right one'. Enough of dating immature, insecure, selfish guys. enough said.
• Career and dreams. :) this will be a post by itself in nearest future. I'm gonna do what I love, and also what I ve been dreaming to do since I was a young girl. After all, life is short. Why do we live to impress others? Live the life you want to live. It is never too late (, or early) haha.
• Health and fitness. GYM, gym and gym . This, as well , will be a post by itself. cheh you'd say. When will I actually update this blog like I used to. Hmm .well.. Anyway, cut the crap. GYM here doesnt mean threadmill for zhabor and weightlifting& workouts those stuff for tapo. Result will speak everything. Stay tuned. This blog might turn into a fitness themed blog. Like what someone said. who knows. Haha and about beauty tips too. Something I wanted to do for very long already. I wish I have my own domain though. Next time maybe.

Okay. thats all for now. Lalala