i am kinda sick of the fact that in this world people are using one another and lying to one another.people might say something to you assuring it and say totally a different story to another.it is sickening.and it is more sickening when you have to pretend that you dont know.maybe you dont want to know but sometimes you want to know so much and yet at the same time pretend like you dont care, it is hard to find truthfulness in this age. well faith?what is faith if it has no source?how do you expect someone to have faith in you when she herself is totally clueless or has too much clues in her head.maybe i should not know too much.it's nothing but all ugly truth.