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Newcastle Day 2

strawberriessssssssssssssssssssssss 2 packs for 3 pound! freaking big with freaking amount of strawberries!!!! but they are small in size though,and baby tomatoes! gonna use this for spagetti tomorrow night,tonight ll be the night I attempt bak kut teh,hahahhaha



Well the bulidings basically look the same.





this is my room window view,I got Lovaine Flats! and outside is CONSTRUCTION WORK.what a nice view HEh...

My pinku bed=p

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So Im finally here

Greeting from Newcastle with loves

arrived safely, approx. UK time 10am =)
its cool but not thaaat cold hope to ve internet soon so i can update more often!!!
lovesss

:( :) :( :)

this is my mum.my lengloi-ness I inherited it from her.lol


This is foochow pork leg mee sua, had it at laopocherry's shop.haha

The above are the :) :)

The :( is Timothy n Jenny have got their visa confirmed.me...zzz

today is his big day

Happy birthday,Dad.Sorry, it is another year not being there for me.Pls, do wait for me.I mean it.Stay healthy.Love you with my utmost heart.

Segi Graduation Day@Pullman

Ｂｙ Ｓｉｓ Ｃｏｎｎｉｅ，ｍｙ ｃｈｕｒｃｈ ｍｅｍｂｅｒ

I look like Im holding a baby .wtf

Ｌｏｌ　ｉ　ｈａｔｅ　ｍｙ　ｆｏｎｔ！ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ　ｔｅｌｌ　ｍｅ　ｗｈａｔ　ｈａｓ　ｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄ　ａｎｄ　ｈｏｗ　ｔｏ　ｓｏｌｖｅ　ｔｈｉｓ！！！！！！！！！！！！ｗｔｆ

Ｉｍ　ｌｅａｖｉｎｇ　ｋｃｈ　ｏｎ　２５ｔｈ！Ｋｌ　ｔｏ　ａｍｓｔｅｒｄａｍ　ｏｎ　３０ｔｈ！　ｉｎ　ｂｅｔｗｅｅｎ　ｉｓ　ｄｅｖｏｔｅｄ　ｔｏ　Ｗｏｎｇ　Ｗｏｎｇ＇ｓ　ｆａｍｉｌｙ　ｔｒｉｐ．ｗｕａｈａｈａ　ＫＬ　ｓｈｏｐｐｉｎｇ　ｐａｒａｄｉｓｅ　ａｎｄ　Ｇｅｎｔｉｎｇ，　ｈｅｒｅ　Ｉ　ｃｏｍｅ！　

ａｎｄ　ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ，　ｏｃｔｏｂｅｒ　ａ　ｎｅｗ　ｍｏｎｔｈ　ｉｎ　Ｎｅｗｃａｓｔｌｅ　Ｉ　ＬＯＶＥＹＯＵ，　ｍｕａｈ！ｈｅａｒｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｗｉｔｈ　ａｌｌ　ｍｙ　ａｎｔｉｃｉｐａｔｉｏｎ！！！！

read Suet 's blog, I AM　ＮＯＴ　Ａ　ＳＴＡＬＫＥＲ　!

ｉ　ａｍ　ｊｕｓｔ　ａ　ｒｅａｄｅｒ　ｏｆ　ｈｅｒｓ　Ｉ love reading her blog cos she is real to me and one day when I read her blogpost explaining her love anniversary with her Barry I began to know ｈow they actually met. Everyone has different love stories and I am well amazed by hers, they looked cute together and all that and recently with all those emo posts of her all her readers knew something went wrong already.

This is weird , I　ｍｅａｎ　ｒｅｌａｔｉｏｎｓｈｉｐ　ｔｈｉｎｇｙ．　Ｉ　ｂｅｔ　ｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅ　ｆｅｅｌｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｓａｍｅ　ａｆｔｅｒ　ｅｘｐｅｒｉｅｎｃｉｎｇ　ａｎｄ　ｅｘｐｌｏｒｉｎｇ　ｒ／ｓｈｉｐｓ　ｆｏｒ　ａ　ｃｅｒｔａｉｎ　ｐｅｒｉｏｄ．

Ｉｔ　ａｌｌ　ｓｔａｒｔｅｄ　ｗｉｔｈ　ａ　ｂｏｙ　ｈａｖｉｎｇ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｎｔｅｒｅｓｔ　ｏｖｅｒ　ａ　ｇｉｒｌ，　ｇｏｉｎｇ　ｎｅａｒ　ｈｅｒ，　ｇｉｖｉｎｇ　ｈｅｒ　ａ　ｃｌｕｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｓｈｅ　ｉｓ　ｉｎ　ｈｉｓ　ｅｙｅｓ　，ｍａｋｉｎｇ　ｈｅｒ　ｆａｌｌ　ｉｎ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｈｉｍ，　ｓｈｅ　ｅｖｅｎｔｕａｌｌｙ　ｄｅｖｅｌｏｐ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇｓ　ｆｏｒ　ｈｉｍ，　ｓｈｅ　ｐｕｔｓ　ｈｉｍ　ｉｎ　ａｎ　ｉｍｐｏｒｔａｎｔ　ｐｏｓｉｔｉｏｎ　ｉｎ　ｈｅｒ　ｈｅａｒｔ，ｓｏｍｅ　ｓｔｕｐｉｄ　ｇｉｒｌｓ　ｐｕｔ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｂｏｙｓ　ｂｅｙｏｎｄ　ｔｈｅｍｓｅｌｖｅｓ　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｆａｍｉｌｙ　ａｎｄ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ．

Ｉｔ　ａｌｌ　ｅｎｄｅｄ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｗｅ　ｋｎｅｗ　ｔｏｏ　ｍｕｃｈ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｏｕｒ　ｏｔｈｅｒ　ｈａｌｖｅｓ，ｗｈｅｎ　ｗｅ　ｌｏｖｅｄ　ｔｏｏ　ｍｕｃｈ　ａｎｄ　ａｒｇｕｅｄ　ｔｏｏ　ｍｕｃｈ，ｗｅ　ｃａｒｅｄ　ｔｏｏ　ｍｕｃｈ　ａｎｄ　ｗｅ　ｇｅｔ　ｔｉｒｅｄ．

Ａｔ　ｔｉｍｅｓ，　ｗｅ　ｒｅａｌｉｓｅ　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｉｓ　ｎｏ　ｐｏｉｎｔ　ｂｅａｒｉｎｇ　ａｌｌ　ｔｈｏｓｅ　ｓｏｒｒｏｗｓ　ａｎｄ　ｔｅａｒｓ　ｗｅ　ｓｔａｒｔ　ｍｉｓｓｉｎｇ　ｓｉｎｇｌｅ＇ｓ　ｌｉｆｅ．

Ａｓ　ｗｅｉｒｄ　ａｓ　ｉｔ　ｉｓ，　ｉｔ　ｈｕｒｔｓ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｒ／ｓｈｉｐ　ｅｎｄｓ．　Ｎｏｗ　ｗｅ　ｓｔａｒｔ　ｔｏ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｍｏｍｅｎｔｓ　ｗｅ　ｓｈａｒｅｄ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｏｕｒ　ｌｏｖｅｄ　ｏｎｅｓ．Ｗｅ　ｒｅｇｒｅｔｔｅｄ　ｎｏｔ　ｃｈｅｒｉｓｈｉｎｇ　ｔｈｏｓｅ　ｍｏｍｅｎｔｓ，　ｗｅ　ｒｅｇｒｅｔｔｅｄ　ｅｎｄｉｎｇ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｅｌａｔｉｏｎｓ．

Ｏｎ　ｖａｌｅｎｔｉｎｅｓ　ｄａｙ　ｏｎ　ｍｏｖｉｅｓ　ｄａｙ　ｗｅ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｌｏｎｅｌｙ　ｗｅ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｔｈｅｒｅｓ　ｔｈｅｓｅ　ｈｏｌｅｓ　ｉｎ　ｏｕｒ　ｈｅａｒｔ．


Ｎａｈ．　Ｉ　ａｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｅｍｏ！　ｒｅｌａｔｉｏｎｓｈｉｐ　ｍａｔｔｅｒｓ　ａｒｅ！！ｅｍｏｔｉｏｎｓ　ａｒｅ　ｌｏｖｅｓ　ａｎｄ　ｌｏｖｅｓ　ａｒｅ　ｅｍｏｔｉｏｎｓ！

Ｔｏ　ｔｈｏｓｅ　ｗｈｏ　ｉｓ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｓｉｎｇｌｅ，　ｔｈｅｙ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ｏｎｅ，　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｏｓｅ　ｉｎ　ａ　ｒｅｌａｔｉｏｎｓｈｉｐ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃｏｍｐｌａｉｎ　ｏｖｅｒ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｐｒｏｂｌｅｍｓ．　Ｔｈｅｙ　ｑｕａｒｒｅｌ　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃｒｙ．Ｔｈｅｙ　ｆｏｒｇｅｔ　ｔｏ　ｃｈｅｒｉｓｈ　ｏｎｅ　ａｎｏｔｈｅｒ　ｉｎｓｔｅａｄ．

Ｔｈａｔ　ｉｓ　ｈｕｍａｎｉｔｙ．Ｗｅ　ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｃｈｅｒｉｓｈ　ａｎｄ　ｔｒｅａｓｕｒｅ　ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｂｅｆｏｒｅ　ｌｏｓｉｎｇ　ａｎｄ　ｒｅｇｒｅｔｔｉｎｇ．Ｔｈａｔ　ｉｓ　ｕｓ．Ｐｕｒｅ　ｕｓ．

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Ｔｏ　ｔｈｏｓｅ　ｗｈｏ　ｔｈｒｏｗｓ　ｕｓ　ｓｈｉｔ，　ｌｏｏｋ　ａｔ　ｔｈｅｍ　ａｎｄ　ｓａｙ　Ｈｅｙ　ｄｏ　ｙｏｕ　ａｃｔｕａｌｌｙ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｈｏｗ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｓｈｉｔ　ｓｔｉｎｋｓ？？？ｈｅｎｃｅ　ＳＴＯＰ　ＰＲＯＤＵＣＩＮＧ　ＳＨＩＴＳ．ｌｏｌ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｓ　ｒａｎｄｏｍ

I hate emo people and I hate being emo because emo is like cancer it spreads around so fast and there is almost no cure to it. It hurts everyone it hurts people who love you seeing you suffered from being infected by emoness. But the feeling struck you from the middle of nowhere and it wont get any better when you hide it and never say it out thats why im mumbling here about it i hope i can get rid of it soon!

I went to Sarawak Plaza to get a look at the luggages there, there was one series of Hush Puppies cabin luggage designed specially for lightweight on its own, SO NICE it is purple in colour,of course the price is so damn nice also la,after half price discount it is 305rm FML of course i didnt buy in the end,i was only there to waste the salesman's time and my own time FMLagain.zzz

Then I went for formal wear hunting again,as usual i just tried em on and never buy FTL(fuck their lives) zzz nola i just wanted to get a list and when i get my visa in hand i ll go shop like theres no tmr,now boh mood!haha And i saw this cute handbags at LEA centre OMGEE i wanntttt them!

No i didnt go in the bra lingerie shop cos nona's yiyi is inside and I felt so paiseh!well at least Paddy did feel so.

Erm~~Weimin is back from KL and he wants to go to Rakutei too!Hohohoho I want shashimi unagi prawns tempura.PHEWITTTTT japanese food is so so so so SEXY i love you all.korean's too but it comes second.well maybe third,after my mum;s being the champ.maybe my q meh's comes second!hahahhaaha

ERR what else.oh my agent called but i was still sleeping hence ignoring the call !!!!!!!!!I was so !@#$%^&^@#$%T@#$@#$T@#@#$% cos he said my uni in UK did send me an offer via email regarding the accomodation stuff but i didnt reply,WTF? i checked my email like everyday k?I ve even appointed nona n timaomao to check both my emails too.zzzz whatever la i sleep roadside also boh su one

i wantg to upload photos, zho lian photos like before but i m no longer in the ah lian mood so ya,wait til i reach UK i restore my ah lianness

Qmeh cooked the red rice with santan thingy with fan shu it is so so so nice i tell u *inlove

en en en en
nth else for now BYEBYE

oh ya wait i love my skin look now i dont ve to wear bb cream I just apply eyeshadow eyeliner mascara n contactlens there i go =pppp

k.byebye take care my frens I dont love u=p

Went to Family Park today with Wong Wong family.I updated my status in Facebook 'barbequed chicken wings, ate 3layer pork, drank red wine in waterfall,bruised my knee and the best part is to PEE in the family park'.hahaha

i'm leaving in less than two weeks time.seriously i feel like leaving so much, not feeling heavy hearted to leave.I feel that the clock is ticking slow.hmmm I want so much to start a new life there, disciplining myself, build stronger character, self confidence and come back a new man,of course better man:) One thing,I felt this intention is cruel.My sis often update :( status each time i updated a countdown how many days left in FB.WHEN my mum expressed her worries and 'she bu de-ness- , i dont really feel the same...hmmm i miss them more than anyone in this world, but this is for the dream i'm fighting for.I need to improve our family financially, n relation issues.I need to strengthen our bond, i need father mother sis n everyone.I love them!*prays*

09092010

might be flying on 23rd instead, allowing more days for the visa application, more days for shopping n packing, more days for reading...Evidence, European Union Law, Company Law, International Human Rights, JURISPRUDENCE, here I come!!

yi zhang cannot undergo operation cos doctors are on Raya leave.how funny...doctors are supposed to work on call anytime 24/7 but...malaysian malaysian...bought a mini rice cooker n water boiler...definitely need those, and A1 n maggie sauce...lol

=) smiley!


SMILE is our most precious and beautiful asset.

so smile,feel beautiful and be beautiful!

yiyi and yi zhang came from Miri, hope everything goes well for his check up and surgery.
btw Im going to know what blood type I have tmr.zzz after living for 21 yrs, I do not know what type of blood　ｉｓ　ｍｉｎｅ．ＦＭＬ

05092010

Tired, after 3 hectic days in KL, well not actually 3 days cos my flight there was at night and the flight back in Kuching was in the morning.Bohpien, airasia cheap tix is always like that.So basically I didnt get to sleep much over there@_______@ less than 4 hours each night,imagine to travel from one place to another, using cab and LRT and to have to reach each place earlier..hmmph AND for the FIRST time in my entire life, my very *drum rolls* first official application that took me 9 hours to settle FML!! the visa thingy anyway just hope it is approved in time!!!!!!!!! then FLY　ｏｎ　ｓｉｘｔｅｅｎｔｈ︿＿︿

At the vfs now, waiting for our turn.have been waiting for our turn..we're about the 80th in waiting list.left 3 or 4 more it'll be my turn! Gosh.finally...what's left for now is prayer.*crossed fingers*

What I've been missing all this while..

I miss the time Dad was working in Miri, and so Mum and us would talk to him through phone everynight.

I miss the time when Dad brought us to Bintulu's Tj.Batu beach one evening,the evening which the sunset attracted us so much.It was so beautiful and so our sweet memories began in Btu as mum agreed to move there.

I miss the time I was studying in St Anthony.I was a new student there and in 3orange,it was my first time getting top 5position in my class..I used to get 11th or lower ranking in class in St.Mary. My class teacher is so so so nice, and a motherly kind person.She tells us stories to motivate us finish our schoolwork..:) "Kalau latihan tu siap, cikgu sambung cerita rongak and the gang".haha

I miss the time Janet,Kong,Wong Tien Tien and I signed up for the free afternoon chinese class. I never fail to cheat in the 'ting xie' exam and I always asked my dad to read those mandarin paragraphs for me, I'd then write the 'pin yin' for those chinese words and when the teacher called my name,when I had to stand up and read the paragraph aloud, I'd be confident, provided I didn't use the wrong sound la,then I'd get caught cos my teacher wont allow that.zzz lousy chinese.

I miss the time Wong Tien Tien and I stayed back in school for chinese class, then we'd play 'ketinting' at the place students parked their bicycles.haha.then we took turns to chia one another,every week,at the school canteen.Equal,but back then I thought it was so fun.haha

I miss the time Wong Tien Tien came out with this funny n interesting 'nicest looking signature competition' where she'd be the judge(she provided the prize ma,lol) and the most beautiful signature ll be given the prize.sometimes it was a pencil box the other time ll be pen.lol wong, you very rich ho~ and she's not allowed to join cos she's the judge.lol aiseyman I always try to make my signature so so flowery,with small heart at the end of my alphabet.zzz

I miss the time I was a school prefect during primary 4 and 5, I abused my power and write almost every boy's names in my class when they made noise in class during teacher's absence and I ll never write girl's name on the blackboard cos I dont hate my girl friend,and simply the fact they are girls.haha and I always hit those guys desks with the bulu ayam rotan cos I had the privilege doing so ,I was pengawas, remember? Lol I was being hated by number of people I bet.And people told me I had this one habit, when I talked to others, I'd touch touch my prefect red tie,eksyen..lol lansi betul.

I miss S.L.A.G .lol that was the name for my group of friend.Multi racial group.Stephanie,Lyn,Ain and Gina.we were so proud of the group formation and felt like gangster in the sch.lol

I miss having this math homework competition between me,kong n janet vs Eric Egong.As long there's one of us beat him, we'd be very happy.

I miss playing 'main jadi' during recess time.lol there was once,our teacher joined us.haha

I miss the time I hold this bday party during primary 6 at sugarbun and I invited many schmates and I left out Davis I thought he hated me cos Ain torn the loveletter he gave me n we actually return the letter to him..zzz soon we became best friend in secondary sch.lol oh yea,mark mering was so funny he gave me a red packet with rm20 inside cos he said he had no time or dunno what to buy.lol

I miss the time I went up to secondary school.I was place in form 1C.my classmates names.hmmm let me test my own memory.Jill,Georgina,Sherlene,Bernadette,Jacqualine,WongLeeLung,May,KongJINGyee,asyura,...T.T headache.fine i forgot.bad memories...sigh

I miss the time Jill and I became so close that we cling on one other 24 7 in school lol.Her mandarin back then was so bad and my english was even worse than now.yet we managed to pull through and thanks to that,both our mandarin and english improved.People actually thought I couldn't converse and I don't understand mandarin too.lol

I miss the time we chiong to canteen when the bell rang,at the end of recess time.zzz then we'd rush back to our class and eat those keropok we bought when the teacher did her writing on the whiteboard.zzz

Oh ya,not forgetting we'd leave our textbooks in the drawer so our bags were so light..nice..and I never did my homework cos they're left in sch fml== but i didnt have to fear i didnt bring what what book la.




I miss the time dad came back home with his smelly uniform,which was always stained with the oil dirt..mum'd half scold half put the uniform in the washing machine.

I miss the time Jill and I talked non stop in sch,the topics never changed.Hair and boys.lol!

I miss the time our school have this song dedication things.lol i forgot how much but i remember there's this zai zai from F4's song,Make A Wish.

I miss the time I had so many admirers back in secondary sch,why lah now my market dropped already.LOL




I miss the time dad,mum,sis,da yi,cousin,mei mei and I went to KL,Miri,Sabah for cny trip.hmmm

I miss quarreling with Evon.We used fingernails and hair pulling war techniques.zzz

I miss the time making Evon laugh when mum was putting her diaper on, then mum ll pinch her.LOL *EVIL

I miss dad.

I miss asking money from Evon when she was too scared to go to the toilet alone.for peeing, it'd be approximately 50cents each,for a shower,it'd be at least 1ringgit and above.lol

I miss those Sundays when mum went out to help my aunt at her noodle stall and then Evon and I ll start to play stuff mum ll never allow us to play at home.for example,fire,clay,cooking...zzz

I miss 5pm or We'd actually sneaked out of the house earlier.our neighbour Wong Tuck Chan.haha we'll play together.mayb pluck flowers n grasses(zzz).mayb bicycles.there was one time i cycled at my utmost speed and I literally flew off my bicycle and landed on my chest.oomph rasanya.every year's lantern festival we'd gather down our apartments and played lanterns together,ended up playing with fire,matches and candles.

I miss having afternoon nap.

I miss having mum cook for our family's every lunch and dinner.miss family warmth

I miss watching Kfc's kid's Fun Club on tv1 and teletubbies(WTF==).





I miss eating kuaci at home on Sundays and evon n i would get scolded once mum's back home.

I miss our home in btu:)

I miss the beach.

I miss Farley supermarket.and Sing Kwong too.

I miss medan jaya,noisy old airport,sending aunty nancy for her car lesson at jpj.i miss kidurong the place my aunt's living.

I miss tanjung's seafood.

I miss parkcity,and Apple Restaurant, Ding Dang cafe..Green Valley,Peace Garden.

Signature Cafe's buffet. I miss it too.

I miss baby Nicole.

I miss bintulu people.You all are a part of my lifetime best memory.Bintulu...hmmm i was so eager to leave the place back then.I was wrong.

I miss the time in miri.few months.suffered,hmmm.mum recorded our every cent money spent in an exercise book,we were so poor,yet we were so close together,overcoming our family difficulties.sold our white waja..mei zhong secondary school.lol most tension sch i'd ever attended in my life.school assembly EVERYDAY 6.45am, A.M note that!

Not many friends made,due to the short period,nevertheless,memories.Kiu Yap Chong,Lee Kian Soon,En Syang,Bernard Huang Fung Yunn, Grace Jong, Sin Yee..hehe heart you all!

Miss the time we decided to move back here in kuching.

Couldn't take it,any longer in miri, with lots of help from eldest uncle,QQ and Q meh.we lived at their house for two years.

Miss my bro's wedding in JB.

Miss staying overnight at my cousin Chui Ping's house. Talked talked talked our topic never end,until her mum woke up around 4am to prepare their business setting up.then we pretended to be sleeping.zzz

I miss the time my cousins and I were so close,the time my mum and her siblings were so close..i miss my late grandpa.

I miss having the belief if i take shower late at night,i'd be in a different world when i finished my shower and opened the door to a stranger's house.thought influenced by chui ping.zzz

I miss going to church,praising Lord.

I miss the time I was so paranoid with my sch transfer stuff.I wanted to go to green road but there's some prob so i went to stampin instead.

Laopo Cherry,shalyn, wan ming, tze swee, zufazela,leewee,vonpuok,kuok how,siew siew...many many more.hmmm we played mafia,addicted with the game,it is the best when v.puok becomes the MC.lol we had the game in makmal too.lol

Miss having murtabak from the school canteen.

Miss lying to pjk teacher and got him blur,why every week I can use the excuse 'i had period'.lol

Miss secondary sch time....hmmm those great time,with no worries,really..

Miss the hardcore period before spm.library sessions with wan ming,and there was few days sleepless nights i chiong-ed for my chemistry n physics i guess, then ended up with a B for my math subjects FML

Miss the time my mum delivered kolok mee to our sch,lol.to bribe the pjk teacher so that we can eat even it was after recess dy, i gave him a pack too.

Miss talking to zul,in english,malay n mandarin!haha

Miss the time so kantoi,Melvin who was sitting at the next row's desk beside me.I thought he was chinese I talked to him in mandarin he told me he isn't chinese.lol


Min min, I miss you! I know you'll be reading this or maybe this post is too long you didnt read til this line.but i really miss sitting with you during tuition classes.laughed,talked,walked to 7eleven,gossiped(most of the time bout Mr.Lee hahaha)..hmmm oh ya i miss that stupid ming heng too!haha

Jill i miss you! Full stop.our stories and what's i've been missing about u is too long to be written here!

I miss writing letter with Sherlene and the very first time she told me she prefers her name to be spelt as selene.haha anyway you're definitely one of the sweetest and natural cute friend i've ever known:)

miss hanging out with Aaron Lim! Haha movies,talk talk talk...stories sharing.whatever la we can talk kan? Oh yea i ve forgotten why but i kept a turtle with me.it's supposedly for u and by the way where's my transparent umbrella u bought me??haha

Liew wan ming, i miss the time you bought me souvenirs each time u travel back home but you never do that anymore nowadays.hmmmph

Shalyn, I miss you! Mcd,working at babycrown together,driving u out,few times only though.i miss matthew!

Tze swee,miss your tiara and the roller coaster alike driving style of urs.haha n you're our kai xin guo!always..

Chin sem,i miss calling u Zhang Jin Sheng aloud.halo,how are you doing in Canada.say hello to grace jong for me.thanks haha

laopo CHERRY! hmmm i miss u but we can meet whenever we want too so i don't miss u so much first ya.lol thank's for coming into my life.and laura kong.and ur bingbing xiao wan zi.i dunno what true friends mean without u gals.

Laurakong.nona.i miss u but i hate u more! Haolien! Choose this time to kena appendic...tiok toto!.i'm leaving soon yet you're sick.hmmmph

Timaomao i miss wearing ur jay chou red jacket in class during a levels you must bring that jacket to uk ya.i wanna wear.lol

Iby chiew...miss you...though we are now not as close as we were before..due to different class n course we attend...i miss sleeping at ur house for more than a week..i miss wearing boots with u to college.lol i miss chatting with you.i miss cooking n bring our own lunchpack to college.i miss u girls.laura u hui yen n me.haha

Hui yen,i miss our friendship too. forgive me,forgive the rest of us,ok?i'm sorry.we're just too eng n childish.


Damud...mooncake boy.haha i'll be missing u too.and kevin...hmmm

Harry!haha i miss Cia Cia.ah le's gf.i don't miss u=p haha.kidding...

Ping,miss watching Twilight with u.hahaha but i miss Edward Cullen more.haha

Miss taekwondo every friday afternoon then sundays at inti after church meetings.and after tkd,sunny hill's ice cream is a must.

Miss the time eating sunny hill ll cheer me up.

Miss the time I feel happy and actually make others happy too.

I miss quarreling with my mum over wanting to take biomedicine in Taylor's.I was so reluctant to enroll in segi.

But i miss A Level's time in segi even more.I made good friends with these animal friends.or mud family.despite my own evilness,despite whatever that has now happened to our friendship, hmmm..i really miss those time.seriously dog,polar,donkey,pig,owl,duck,rhino,giraffe.

I miss the time we felt so scared to kena aimed n shoot by ms Png with her deadly law questions.haha

I miss having procrastination over assignments and chatting on fb or msn when the deadline is the next morning.fml but those memories.hmmm now we're departing.

I miss being a person with no hatred feelings.i'm sorry i'm no longer one now but i hope i can change. Ern...perhaps we should call this an end? Release ourself from the nonsense,anger,hatred feeling,cos if we hate someone or want a revenge,we might as well dig two graves,one for our enemy and one for ourselves.life's too short.forget it.

I miss being a truthful self.miss being a happy person.


I miss so many things,events,people..I cant list them all here. I miss you all...being unlisted here doesnt mean you're not here.blame my stupid otak coconut pendrive

Paddy wong,i'll not miss u.You're my future.But i ll miss u,literally=p haha

Sometimes even when you feel like moving on,
there is something who begs for your mercy to hold on,
to hold on means to bury your true self,
nevertheless you are in a confuse situation,
choosing your own happiness or other's happiness,
to be yourself or to be someone else.

27082010

Laura had underwent the operation yesterday!OMGee she really kenak toto, now she is officially a member of Timaomao and Rosemary's club!haha Hope she gets soon well and then we can have our potluck plan going=))) Just got a confirmation from Steven from AUG that my room in Newcastle ll be confirmed next week, that means a few days time. A senior said it is my bad luck that I put Lovaine Flats as my first choice cos' it is a noisy place, but..huh?I thought I read on the brochure it is designed quiet specially for what international students..lol whatever la..I think Im gonna stay in my room facing 4 walls(hopefully are pink though) and INTERNET!ya Internet and books will be my life there.I ll be uploading lots and lots of videos living there I guess I hope the internet speed ll not disappoint me.I ve been lazy over here and the posts are getting more and more dull,wordings and less(or no) photos, but what can I do?I do feel like smashing this old laptop but this is what we ve got and GRATITUDE...argh...88

status: bought the air ticket,so what i have to do on that day is to check in all flights in kuching airport, get my boarding pass to amsterdam and to newcastle in klia. remember to tell people that i want to have my luggage checked thru all the way to newcastle.*whack my head* remember....

24082010

it is officially momok day,it is now 2.55am and im still onlining.searched for Tune Hotel,thinking that it is cheap but MANA TAU rm167??per nite?no way.change plan again!im so gonna have a camera man..argh money money!!oh ya,ll be working this weekend with paddywongwongwong@@

short hair.any comment?

21082010

Updating this from Segi's library, and we are not allowed to access FB=_=' Guess what, Segi's password is 'password'.LAME hmmm went to the Travel Agent yesterday with Timaomao.In the morning flight on 17th morning is still available for Emeraits Airline but when we checked in the afternoon, no seats is left.sigh..no choice but to stop at Amsterdam instead of Abu Dhabi.Well at least xiao zhu zhu is safe.

weiiiiiii leee niii errr huoooooo...zzz

19082010

am updating this from The Cut.In a process of getting my healthy hair back.Hope 2years after this, when I view this post I'll smile happily and say I made it!! Lol

When one drama ends, another starts. I wonder how many chapters of a girl's life will be comprised of DRAMAs.hmmm and how to stay away from drama when you're surrounded by dramatic people and when you yourself are one too?heh one bad thing being a girl, nah. It is soooooo true and such a good advice my English teacher gave me when I was to move back here, she asked me not to go to all-girls-school.why? DRAMAS. speaking of dramas I wanna watch Mean Girls..LEGALLY BLONDE! erm..and more korean dramas that are capable of getting me cry... currently waiting for 6.30am, should I sleep for few hrs or should I just stay awake?

I actually felt pity for you and felt that they were cruel when they confronted you with those allegations, I never wanted to start all this(I SWEAR!) but why couldnt you just get yourself a life.You can make it. You can be confident, pretty, smart and at the same time being truthful, unhateful...maybe i should get a life too..Im getting depressed and annoyed.happy ler???ltkc

my gosh why are girls so dramatic and fml im one of them too, to that someone someone har, im so childish(LOL), very simple, to kill ur curiousity who is the one commented on ur blogpost, if you think shes even jealous of ur achievement,shes already a lawyer and shes the one who always call us ah lian. does this ring a bell? No?fyl

Great,thanks for making me sound bimbotic.girls girls... Dramas dramas

current mode: sleepy and a bit exhausted @_@

a bit changes, going to KL on the 1st instead of 2nd cos i made a trip going to Padungan RHB, the kind lady said the 28 days can be counted starting on the 5th, the day the cheque is banked in. YAY^^

neways, they gonna charge me rm50 for the letter fee T_T and rm10 for the transaction prints.hmmmmmmmm ppl nowadays berry money-faced hor?everything needs money.no money no talk

I hope i wont spend too much on formal wears...charles n keith?hmmm

“Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth.”
—
Benjamin Disraeli

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy im so excited now~despite having to fork out rm 200 plus for ticket from kch to KL n rm368 for ticket from kl back to kch.fml

and and and rm 2900++ for tickets from kl-dubai and dubai-newcastle


yipppppppppppppie and im so gonna paint my walls in the room there PINKU
is a must.
must...

oh ya, I WANT A DSLR.simple and cheap's.maybe semi pro camera like Lumix Lx3 or Canon S90.

16082010

scary to the maximum.mum asked me in the morning.did I see the blood stains on our staircases..I didn't. I told her those might belong to cats or dogs. they do have 'that' period too if you don't know. The truth is someone who lived on the upper unit got murdered.May his soul be blessed. the blood stains are still there now, when I look at those, I can't help thinking how was the whole situation, was he waiting for someone to help him? Hmmm

And the consequence is my sis is scared.of going back home alone.why this month?,she asked.

When I leave kch, she'll be alone at nights...hmmm Evon Evon...

So the dates planned is 2nd evening to KL and 16th to Northumbria.I wonder why Airasia tickets cost so much nowadays.Raya's coming? Return ticket for visa purpose alone ll cost me rm400.

Things I wanna buy is:
Eyeshadow
Contact lens
Black Hairdye
Vaseline Whitening Lotion
Mini rice cooker
Mini slow cooker
Recipe for soup&simple chinese food?
Hairband
见得人的slippers
Formal wears
skinfood's honey mask/rice mask
More motivational books
Coats
Boots
T shirts^^
Fruits
Yoghurt

I want to:
Eat at Rakutei
And Jogoya if I got money==
Dye my hair black and keep it black n healthy..
Dance class pls
Paint my room pink there
Bring my blanket there
Piggy also
Buy webcam.a must
Delete unknowns@fb
Sing k
Kch fest's long xu tang
Become pretty

Zzz.sleepsssss

My 21st Bday

fine.i give up.after 3 attempts uploading the photos. from 5 photos I had actually reduced it to 2 on the 3rd attempt.fine...

*to be updated soon

12082010

Im sitting on my hous sofa typing this and this will be my first blog post after its revive.huehue
well my current status is Im jobless, 'studyless' and pointless. In simpler words, zhor uh zhor bo. It means do smt do nth in Hokkien=.= A'ite, my lameness is back. Thanks. zzz Okay, I am actually waiting for my visa application pre-requirement, 28 days bank MONEY requirement to be fulfilled, once I got the letter from the bank, I ll immediately purchase airasia or MAS(fml),fly to KL, get my visa application done, shop a bit , get my arse back in Kch, farewell a bit, visa approved-> Buy KL-Abu Dhabi, Abu Dhabi-Newcastle's airticket and hopefully I can enrol on 18th=) yeah, next month. Everything is obviously last-minute preparation. No doubt, this is Evelyn. So Evelynish..... This is because( see..the excuses to b heard again)..I decided to switch my plan to further my studies in UK instead of my initial plan, which is to continue my degree in Brisbane/Perth( I love AUSTRALIA T_T) only somewhen in April, final in May,fml. This explains why I got such a terrible result for my final cos my original intention is to take my finals in August.zzz excuses, procrastination... Fine, since Northumbria Uni has only one intake every year I had no choice. Well blame my smartass self too, I actually went to watch IP Man and also clubbing the night before my papers.fml gaogao

Am I excited? hmm Im actually being paranoid, afraid that I might not be in time. Hmm I hope the KL Visa Department people wont slack in doing their work, I know it is Raya soon la kan? BUt please, dont make me wait for another year intake, you will read the newspaper to a headline 'A law student jumped from Chonglin Plaza due to a miss in her intake in NU'. Okay,celaka betul I cursed myself like this..hmmm pray for me, sis n bro....

K, Im seriously being a junk at home. What am I doing all these while? Online? But I even procrastinate in updating my fb photo albums, my bday and everything. But hey something is up tonight. A surprise, I hope SHE/ it will not see this.*excited

buh-bye
oh ya,wait momok day or momok month to be exact is coming soon, i heard the momoks this year is more fierce cos this year is lao hu nian, so ya, dont go out late at night in case you scare momoks out there instead cos you're...more fierce momok.zzz

Life

The title is totally random, wait maybe it's not. Was browsing thru unknown people's blogs and there this thought struck my mine, well this is not the first time but I was thinking why should I care so much about other people's business and life. I should spend more time on my own and my family and my friends. Sigh, I miss secondary school time. At least we talk to our 'real' friends. Sometimes, I tell myself, 'you're such a faker, in the sense you divide or categorize your friends into real and fake ones'.Life....

Okay, so the point is(fml i often miss my initial main point), YES I decide to revive this blog as at its birth=) =) =) When I am truly old, truly lao zhar bo, at least I still have this old piece of blog which can help me gathering all my all good n BAD? memories..I definitely need one. At the YOUNG AND CUTE age of 21, my memory is seriously......................terribly bad@@

twenty-one

I am twenty one.

Twenty one means you cannot cheat others that you are still teenager and get special discount for certain stuff=_=

Twenty one means a lot for a girl too.

It means that you have gotten the BIG two.

It means you are a step nearer to be called aunty and soon LAO zhar bo.

Twenty one means it is time for you to be serious.

It is the time to learn to take responsibilities.

It is the time to know what you really want in your life, and what you should actually do to get what you want.

It is the time to take a good look at your mother and family, study their faces, has your mother grown old? Is your family living a happy life? Have you ever really taken care or care about them?

Friends, who are your true friends? Who listen to you when you need someone to? Who do not leave, when u need someone to stay with you?

Friends, there are basically two type of people in your life, those who are there to PICK YOU UP and the other type, those who are there to PUSH YOU DOWN. Spend more time with the former, dont even bother to think about the latter.

Cherish people who makes you smile, for those who deliberately let you down dont deserve your time and sorrow.

Today, I am twenty one years and 4 days old!

...

Oh well, I ‘m having no internet access (apart from o.facebook of course, it is heaven=_=), so I ‘m actually writing in a Microsoft word document. Boh pian what! Or else you want me to use the Digi Campus internet which will cost me RM5 per day? Which will cost me RM5 x 30 = RM150 per month? Then I might as well get myself a digi broadband or Celcom Broadband, I guess I can even afford Wimax or Streamyx’s mini lappie plan.

Ok cut the crap and whining part.

There are two things a girl shall never lose in her life, which are her confidence, and most important of all, her smile. Obviously, smile indicates happiness. The more you smile, the happier you are. Of course, it doesn’t count if you fake your happiness.

I’ve been through moments when I totally, yes, total lost of confidence in myself. I felt that I am not pretty. Mostly because of the skin problems I had, but thanks to Skinfood products I ve been using for quite somewhile now and regular facial treatment I had with Ah Ling from Brenda@Saberkas. I think quite a lot people know the beauty saloon whenever I mention their name, meaning to say it is actually good and promising saloon to deliver your needs. zzz Am I doing advert now??

Well, the point is, girls, you must have confidence in yourself, even you’re far not-that-beautiful if you compare yourself with those “lengloi “. Do you know why are they lengloi, at the first place? They, too, have confidence and put their smile on always. So, do whatever you can, to boost your confidence, for instance, mix around with positive people..positive people means people who actually support you and not lower your own self confidence, people who teaches you to be a better person, people who actually triggers you to be prettier, both physically and mentally. Yeah, we can actually be ‘mentally beautiful’, do you realize that? hahah =D MOST MOST importantly, be happy. Be yourself.

From FB, got a news of a girl who is a mutual friend of my friends. She has passed away, from what I learnt, due to illness. It was so sudden, according to them. People started to update their FB status-es to voice their regretful feelings over not visiting her when she is still here.


There you go, human, often we think we have a lot of time, a long way to go, in our life. But, remember, as we are breathing, some people are taking their last breathe, so cherish, do cherish your loved ones. Those people and things who do not deserve your time, let it be, don’t waste your time on them. Your so-called enemies, faker friends, backstabbers, dramatic people, ‘xiao ren’…In fact, I do hope that someone will change, for her own good, so that she will find true friends. Enough of creating stories, for those will not do anything good to her, I hope she love herself more, rather than hate others and spend her time thinking bout negative stuff and waste her time on ruining our lives. We used to be friends, remember?

Call me unsupportive. Malaysia(err..) ll never ever be able to come out with a movie such ideas n plots.Not even the Hk n Taiwan or whatsoever.Watch this if you have not, you're not going to regret it.But please, do watch when you 're not in sleepy mode. cos you're so gonna use ur brain to think think think non stop throughout the movie..



One of the ugliest hairlook is when the dark hair root became so obvious.sad....Should i dye my hair black or dark brown?? hELP.....

I was thinking, are we living to impress others? People praise us for our intelligence or beauty, for instance. Get flying colours. Earn a lot of money. Big house. Luxury cars. Dream something those big figures have.

Why cant we live for ourselves. Ask 10 people, and i bet there will be more than 9 who will say they want to be rich. Is fortune really that important? No doubt, money is essential to keep us living. But the extent. Well, if I could be real great attorney one day, earning big bucks. I rather give up on that possibility, doing stuff that I really love, ie my initial ambition. When I die, the last few seconds in my life, I will then be having a flashback of meaningful memories, rather than having thoughts like.."client this..client that...my will..oh my"

zzz

thats my sis, my cousin weimin and me laughing our ass off as we attempt to take those cool 'jumping in the air' photos.

Had a super duper short trip to Perth, which took only 4 days and 3 nights. super duper cold,unexpectedly..

Googled, thought it would be around 12 celcius, but when the plane was about to board, it was announced that it was 1 celcius and everyone went....HARRRRRRRRRRR?? yes,including those ang morh..the sudden change in the climate.

No mood to talk about the trip now, recently something happened. I ve no idea if it is intended by someone or it is merely a spam, whatever it is, i shouldnt let my mood get affected by it. LIFE IS SHORT ok...

Hope my family,friends, all of u are doing well, and healthy=)

This is true and simple.....

yet, in our life, we tend to forget or choose to not put into practice!

Health:

1. Drink plenty of water.

2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.

4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy

5. Play more games.

6. Read more books than you did in 2009.

7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

8. Sleep for 7 hours.

9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

10. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

11. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

12. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.

13. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

14. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.

15. Dream more while you are awake.

16. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

17. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

18. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.

19. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.

20. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

21. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

22. Smile and laugh more.

23. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

24. Call your family often.

25. Each day give something good to others.

26. Forgive everyone for everything.

27. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

28. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

31. Do the right thing!

32. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

33. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

35. The best is yet to come.

36. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

im back.i want internet woi.i want to update as regular as before.

aiks.result is out.as i expected,worst result i'd get in segi.since this time i dont even have the lastminute chiongness as i had before.my goodness out of sudden i feel my english is so bad(it is..duh..).argh what can i say..i deserved this result lah.

2010~almost half is gone~why so fast.I have been saying this all the time,but this year is...rather scary.I didnt do anything,erm..big?ah...it is near 12am,knot online liao.wanna subscribe digi broadband edy.otherwise rm5 per day i cannot afford la~!boh hua...tata~

what the..

KEKTIOK I'm just done with one long post and I lost everything?
FINE>_____________<
*Angry*

Will be back after exam.